My kids are back at school today (hence the blog!) and in his welcome speech, the principal of their school talked about his relationship with God being an adventure.

Now I confess that I usually use the word 'adventure' sarcastically to put a positive spin on an experience that I found hard or confusing; something I survived and don't want to do again.

But an adventure is meant to be good. The dictionary defines it as an "exciting experience, daring enterprise."

So why am I sarcastic about it?

"God hides things for you, not from you." Bill Johnson 'Secrets to Imitating God'.

When I read this quote it made me think about how I relate to God. I realise that sometimes I see Him as an over-protective scrooge, a tyrant, or an unsympathetic father that pushes me through situations because they are 'good for me'. That is why I roll my eyes at the word 'adventure'. I don't imagine that the adventures that God takes me on will be any fun for me. Sure, the kingdom will benefit but I don't expect a blessing.

God, I pray that you would rearrange my thinking. I want the faith to believe in who you really are. I confess my adventures with you , seeking that which has been hidden, have been negative because I have been afraid. Excitement and promise have given way to fear. I have endured but not enjoyed. Forgive me for not trusting your love for me in those situations. I pray my life would become an adventure with you as I grow and learn and discover the treasures you have hidden for me, for my blessing. Thank you that you are righteous - everything you do is right and all your ways are just (Daniel 4:37), and you are love (1 John 4:8). Please take away all my fears. Amen.